I suffered for most of my adult life from a morbid fear of contracting STD’s. I consider myself a success since I never contracted herpes, AIDS or warts. It never crashed, but as I took the crash position, I prayed never again to get on airplanes for silly reasons. She just finished her first book of non-fiction, Un-Crap Your Life.
Having sex caused me enormous amount of pain in the form of bullying.
” My parents decided to let me and my brother decide for ourselves if we wanted to join the RLDS church or not.
This particular religion didn’t make a lot of sense to me as a child, so I never joined it.
Also, from this moment on, my brain connected having pleasurable sensations with evil, guilty feelings.
I’m fairly certain my struggles with sexuality were born from this traumatic experience.